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|  | FOOD OF THE GODS OR
 A SLICE OF LIFE
 |  BY
JOHN LAIRD
 Book I
  
   
 Concocted from
and
 Subtly flavoured
 by
 Daily exposure
 to the
 Australian Ethos.
 
 Dedicated to
The Family -
 around whose tables
 rich fare has been offered
 - much exchanged.
 
  
 Allah made poetry a
Cheap thing to buy, and
 A simple thing to understand
 So that all men might
 Profit from it.
  
 Cooking instructions
For FOOD OF THE GODS
 All poetry should be read aloud.
The symbolism and often used poetic license
 is solely to emphasise the underlying fact.
 It adds poignancy, pungency and
 flavour to the dish.
 
 
 
There are two little magic words 
The very first poem we learned in our large family was....
 They open every door with ease
 One little word is Thank you
 The other little word is Please.
 I expect to pass through this world but onceWe learned it early and it shaped our childhood. Later Mother
taught us her own special poem. It was Mother's own practical philosophy.
Through the Great Depression her home was home to many young folk otherwise
stranded homeless and penniless. None that I know of ever betrayed her
trust. Here then her poem....
 
 
 Any good therefore that I can do
 Any kindness that I can show
 To any fellow creature
 Let me do it now
 Let me not defer it or neglect it
 For I shall not pass this way again.
 (Author, alas unknown)
 
   Branches In The Family Tree
 James Laird gave me life.
 ( God rest his strong spirit )
 Or came life to me through Mother's line.
 ( And her sweet soul with his )
 So was it Hill or Mather
 Du Vautier or other by the way
 Some dark haired Romani?
 ( Her black eyes still intent today )
 Or was it Wylie or Thomson
Or McKinlay -- long years
 Of stubborn Orkney breed
 Or some invasive sturdy Viking seed?
 Or Kathleen's side
( and rest her soul with theirs )
 Lucies or sweet Ann Sherrington
 Or Thompson, staid old Cornishman
 Of whom we are the heirs.
 Geordie Brayshaw, or an Ira Coote
Or brisk Donnellan? Just who knows
 Whose bright eyes and whose far days
 Are echoed in our children's ways.
 Who knows what family wiles
Learned from those long gone hearts
 Once living and loving and free
 Who knows whose spirit smiles
 So knowing in my children's eyes
 And laughs all innocent at me.
 
   Now tell me, dear friend
 From what ring of electrons
 From what magnetic pulse
 The flux of which electron shell
 The heart of which unknown
 But most decisive vital atom
 Comes control?
 Which atom guided Victor Chang's sure hand
Dictates the happy choice
 Of La Stupenda's lovely lilting voice?
 Controls the pilots most deft mastery
 Of machine -- space and velocity
 Or timed the judgments all
 Of Donald Bradman's bat
 Alan Border's agile eye and hand
 Or Chappell's last slow ball.
 What atom indeed
Within us so determines
 Our fateful moment
 Which when taken, is success
 Perfection of times circumstance
 Or the precious moment missed
 Is but disaster!
 What atom indeed --
Without a natural love
 Primal but potent within electric rings
 What but a living loving heart
 In these ethereal -- these eternal things
 These building blocks
 This universal heart of all created beings.
 Which atom says, with understanding
This is the great enigma of scientific thought. How come from our atomic
structure such concepts as mercy, justice, Love -- and a thousand other
improbable realities. How come the mysteries of sight?I choose the better way?
 
 
 We can only get two pints out of a quart -- so from what gathering
of the stardust from which the planet is formed come the abstract concepts,
the complex realities of existence.
 What else is concealed in the heart of the atom.
   Heart's Content
 Whereto, and when,
 And please god, with whom?
 My old heart questions.
 What Elysium awaits me
Sweet with deep fields of asphodel?
 Or happy hunting ground
Where laden with spoil
 We return, singing, to the Lodge
 And smiling serving girls.
 I am too meek for Asgard
Or Valhalla
 ------------Those Neanderthals!
 Olympus will be too high for me
And fraught with danger
 From those quick tempered and so jealous gods.
 Heaven and Hell have
Bitterly contended in me
 All my days.
 The Islands of the Blest ? They draw me.
Siren song; the deep sleep of Circe.
 Such dreams have lulled me
 Throughout all my ways.
 Gentlest, sweetest and noblest of all
The aspiration of my restless soul
 The dream, the hope of Avalon's calm isle.
 The strong fellowship of goodly men
The loves of splendid women.
 Companions all
 Savouring the good life.
 There, in the ivory tower
 Of this eternal mind
 Pursue the ageless quest
 On lovely and so tranquil shore
 Of fabled Avalon.
 Oh, Avalon, calm Avalon,
My friends, my souls companions.
 Perchance we may not fall
Here with Merlin,
 Or even at Morgen's hands
 Attain the Grail.
 
   A Common Miracle
 Dear child, see the sparkle of dew
 Pendant on this still fern
 Clear and diamond lighted
 The crystal colours burn.
 See, clear, the pure colours
Gleaming bright in the curve
 Of the pristine droplet
 The secret central nerve.
 Pure, superbly beautiful
The sparkling morning dew.
 Cairns ‘91
   The Blue Dress
 With deepest faith she sensed
 The mystery and the freedom of the sea.
 Heard without listening
The surge and whisper of the surf.
 Pensive she stirred the sands,
Silent, felt the wisdom of unquestioned ages.
 Smoothed the folds of the Blue Dress
Stirred by the free wind.
 Her mind awakening to the ancient songs of freedom,
The placid strength and sweet caress
 Of wind, the gentle singing of the quiet sea.
 Voiceless her heart sang
This moment is felt by so many people -- People of all ages -- in all
times -- of every country. They call it " cosmic consciousness " that blessed
moment when we suddenly feel in complete harmony with life.All this I am
 All this is part of me.
 
 
 A never forgotten moment.
 The beautiful picture of this young girl was painted by Brian Dunlop,
the painting was purchased by Australia Post and reproduced as a postage
stamp.
 The picture is strongly evocative and much of the work it has inspired
is gathered together in "The Blue Dress" compiled by the girl's mother
Libby Hathorn, and published in 1991.
   The Precious Moment
 Chronos, oldest of the Gods
 Not yet grown hoary
 With the vast weight of ages on his brow
 With wise understanding
 Abdicates his sovereignty
 A short but sweet awhile
 Grants Kairos
 This most rare and precious moment
 Now.
 
 
 Deep Space
 Today these words have meaning
 We have indeed looked deep
 Into infinity
 Seen suns explode in Nova
 Stellar fusion transforming
 Base matter into ethereal energy
 Seen stardust shaped
 Vast ages of plasmic energies
 Powers unimagined
 Wonders beyond words
 The ultimate passion of creative love
 The very conception of matter
 Gestating in the womb of time.
 Worlds formed from stardust
Infinite maternity
 Agonising in the elemental birth of worlds
 Galaxies prolific as sperm
 Seed immensities.
 All is beyond understanding.
 We have searched
The fast receding boundaries
 Of visible space and find no end.
 Infinities stretch beyond
 Apt adventure
 For mans eternal mind.
 Spirit exulting in creative love
Returns home. Our planet home
 Transformed by the emerging gift of life
 And from that life, the transforming gift of love.
 All things, we know
Are the work of His hands
 In His time and in ours
 We, His children, too will understand.
 
   Metamorphosis
 This is just a fancy, yet millions believe devoutly in reincarnation.
There are some thought provoking stories around which tend to support the
belief. And there are many documented individual stories of clear experience
of it.And what of human kind?
 Clearly we are not ( or are we? )
 As butterflies
 Through life after variant life
 Transposed
 Egg, caterpillar then chrysalis
 And the beautiful changeling thing
 The butterfly -- sated with nectar
 Seeking a mate
 For the next unknown mysterious phase
 Ulysses splendid in blue
 The Wanderer glorious in bronze
 And all their lovely kind.
 
 
 Many give credit to the Indian belief that at a certain level of
development one is freed from the wheel of rebirth, and there is a western
concept which related the orthodox Christian view of mortality with continuing
rebirth -- reincarnation.
 Modern Channelling is rich in very detailed stories of past lives,
most of which to me, have the ring of Conan Doyle about them. He wrote
the Sherlock Holmes stories, but also believed in fairies.
   Dear God
 Why cannot we
 Order our lives
 To conform more closely
 To the hearts desires?
 Circumstance --!
No idle word is circumstance
 Or destiny
 So limn our fates
 Too often chance events
 Open -- or close -- our gates.
 Its well for humankind
That some faith we find
 Outweighs the accidents, and griefs
 Calms the deep fears
 That threaten to defeat
 The human mind.
 Faith eases unsought circumstance
Into the life
 Assuages the stressed mind of bitterness
 And soothes the griefs
 Born of unsought pain
 Faith leads the bruised spirit
 Into peace again.
 
   How quiet the dawn light
 And the white mist
 Rising through the trees
 And the hills high edge
 A tracery
 On the edge of the departing night.
 Even birdsong is muted
And the emerging light
 Stirring pale veils
 Of the silent night.
 About me
Magic is unfolded
 In the still air
 Coolness a benediction.
 The quiet is an open door
Into a world of peace
 A reality deeply desired
 And felt so clearly
 This magic hour at dawn.
 Too soon, the sun
Clamours -- as he does
 For space
 Drowns the limpid valley
Early risers will know the special quality of quietness which is felt
only in this magic hour before sunrise. Sadly city life decrees that most
will sleep through that hour. It is one of the great benefits of the country
way of life.In refulgent light
 And the burden
 Of too exuberant heat.
 
 Someone, name alas not known, once wrote:
 " The hour between dawn and sunrise is stolen from paradise. "
   We know
 The light of eye --
 The gentle touch of hands
 The happy springs of love
 The caring thought
 And the lighthearted hours of play.
 Our compassion is real
We would not be alone
 Our need for love and care
 Is shared so deeply
 We revel in the warmth
 Of responsive love
 And accept the burden
 So light and so desired
 Of each other's need for love.
 Our needs are mutual
And so we nurtured seed
 Each in our loins
 That such need
 Should be fulfilled.
 Our work consummated
In the passionate unity
 Thereafter the brief union
 That fleet glimpse
 That rich communion
 Resolves itself again
 To you and me
 To you dear heart and me.
 Withdrawn -- to be again
Separate
 Each offering love
 And deepest confidence
 To bring the work
 To its long fulfillment.
 But --
Always the separate self
 But --
 You and me again.
 Thus, the trust oftimes
Reconsecrated
 Unity in the electric fire
 The passion of creation
 How longed for in the long hours
 Of separation.
 Too soon -- too soon
Too quickly
 Youth fades through the years
 Till only memories --
 Memories --
 And our separate
 Separate children
 Remind us, that we too
 Looked through the veils
 And knew briefly those so intense
 So deep desired
 And holy moments of reality
 Creation.
 I remember Peter Frazer, Prime Minister of New Zealand, saying
with great bitterness:
 "Trouble is that the people want Christmas dinner everyday."
 So with the thing we call love -- it's now translated as sex everyday.
And that is the suicide of love. The suicide of mutual trust and confidence,
the suicide of marriage and the dreadful disillusionment of children, who
are entitled to love from those who make them. Plainly sex is a development
for children and our dishonesty in the usages of the cycle of creation
is reflected in most other aspects of our life.
   Our little light soon trembles out
 How shallow and how brief its glow
 Our flesh returns to Mother Earth
 Eternal life is but eternal birth.
 No weary waste of useless word
Nor pious hope, or strong belief
 Nor cult, nor creed, nor holy man
 Can give us life beyond our span.
 Not from above but from within
Does strength and grace and beauty flow
 The gods we serve within our span
 Spring from the lonely mind of man.
 
   Why complain
 That evil men grow fat
 And wealth increases for them
 When justice costs so dearly
 The common man is dispossessed
 Of justice, in this land
 For justice in this country
 Justice gives place to the Law
 And the lawyers thus grow fat.
 The strength of government
Is the Law
 But when Law invites corruption
 Government itself becomes a victim.
 When the Law is weak
Interpretation defeats justice
 To suit the purse
 Even our judges are confounded
 And appeal but proves the flaws
 The costly folly of our laws.
 We need a government
Whose strength is justice
 Rather than the law.
 
   With little vision
 Experts make books
 Clever, oftimes, about evolution
 But say nothing of Man on the Moon
 Or Voyager
 Sailing the uncharted galaxy.
 Evolution now directed to mans ends
 Becomes the arrow of destiny!
 It cries to mankind
 Follow on
 Or die in my day
 As did the apes in yours.
 Wollongong 91   Surely the most precious thing
 Discovered to us
 With the space programme
 Is the knowledge
 Certain and clear
 That neither Heaven nor Hell
 Have place out there.
 The Carpenter
Taught clearly
 That Heaven and Hell
 Our peace or deep unrest
 Are states of mind
 Within each self expressed.
 We should, surely then
Learn from Him
 To access the Father
 And have our heaven here
 Our peace and strength
 Within.
 
   Hates and resentments
 Corrode the soul
 Weigh down the spirit
 And breed distress
 Arouse the body's sickness
 And breed grey bitterness.
 And this is why
He said -- " Forgive
 Not seven times, I say,
 But seventy "
 Forgiveness is the only way.
 Forgiving all
We gain release
 From the spirits sickness
 And thus have peace.
 Forgive then, freely
And as freely
 Gain his peace.
 Only such release
 Can gain heart's peace.
 
   HOUSEHOLD THOUGHTS
 Transient, but.....
 The lark sings her song
 In the bright sky
 With none near to hear
 But the sun and the cloud
 And the winds own song
 Through the long year.
 "To thine own self be true." Mother Nature produces untold millions
of flowers and other things of exquisite beauty, all for their own sake,
no human eye to see, none but the creator.
 How wonderful could we but have the vision so to be.
 "Heaven," said the Carpenter, with urgent purpose "Lies within."
We need but open that door and take His Presence in.
 Our salvation, and each event in our life, is our responsibility
and ours alone.
   Time Is
 Tomorrow, soon to be
 Another yesterday
 Rehashed, reheated
 Made a common take-away
 To satisfy the hungers of today.
 This alas is the lot of all men bereft of a vision for their
lives. One day after another, all without promise. We thank him daily for
the vision of Christ.
 
   What resolution can we find
 To stem the sunless stream
 The dark unspoken flood that swirls
 Beneath the surface of the mind.
 Bitter the flow that mocks the dream
The quest of every wakened mind
 How purge the aimless cruel stream
 That ever mocks the precious dream
 Of excellence; of sweetest grace
 The innocence, the simple trust
 Learned at the generous breast
 Learned from the loving face.
 Strong inner voice; unspoken grace
Thou son of man make clear the stream
 Make clear we pray, the inward flow
 Of our deep minds immortal dream.
 
   Though denied Eden
 Its fabled glory gone
 I walk in my own garden
 In peace and know
 I do not walk alone.
 So many of us find such solace in the garden -- the hand busy
and sensitive to the earth currents, the mind alive with visions of plenty
and beauty. Its only a step or two away from fabled Eden.
 
   So long, the slow long years have gone
 And each, I thought, the last
 To soothe the heart
 And gently ease the past.
 But still, the memories flare
They never dim.
 Oftime in spite of all my prayer
 The memory obscures
 My vision of, my faith in Him.
 
   Good Gracious!
 The universe
 So the astronomers say
 Expands, exponentially and
 Infinitely
 Each moment of each day
 To the velocity of light,
 And disappears at C
 Presumably into cosmic energy.
 Our galaxy, in other eyes
Viewed in the telescopes
 Of unknown, opposite skies
 Will be approaching
 The velocity of light and reaching such will be
 Instantly converted into
 M multiplied by C² into E.
 At such velocities
I guess it wont be long
 Before such fancies
 Prove happily to be wrong.
 
   Puss on my lap -- her quiet contented purr
 For both a sweet domestic bliss
 And the smooth stroking
 Of her soft warm fur
 Against my willing leg
 A loving kiss.
 Her quiet voiced plea in vocal silk
A song of humble grateful praise
 Of such, as, obedient to her certain need
 Pours as demanded, the nectar of her milk.
 Yet I who love her know full well
Cairns 7/92Despite that humble grateful purr
 The savage nature of the hunting cat
 That burns so fiercely, in that silken fur.
 
   Kundalini Rising
 Hidden the dark glow stirred.
 And the red fire ran
Creations centre stirred.
 Ascendant the rich glow spread
Warm colour and power grows
 And the deep hunger.
 Heart made the stronger
As the strong fire glows
 Life's blood and feeling
 Beating and stirring.
 Silence the breathing
Voiceless praise
 Sings with the fire leaping
 The creative word, and spirit
 Flooding the golden ways.
 Grace flows
A benediction
 In the deep self glows
 Time past
 And timeless future seen
 Enfolded in eternal being.
 The wave exquisite
All creation seen
 In pure simplicity
 Hearts certainty
 The ineffable light
 Calm understanding
 Of our mortality.
 
   Eternity lies within us
 Edgeless.
 Infinity, stretches all around
 Remote and silent yet
 Lone beyond sensing.
 Hearts love, tales of courage
Triumphs conquests endurance's
 Wit, words and the books
 Plays, and the play of our Gods
 Art with its myriad artists
 And the long staves of music,
 All the deep chords and harmonies
 Of the life of man, his artifacts
 And all the works of all his hands
 Talked to exhaustion
 To be reborn, some brief tomorrow
 All renewed, remade and then,
 Recurrent and redundant
 Be talked to death again.
 All these are but a glimpse
Tiniest fraction of the tiniest part
 Immeasurably small
 Of the first brief moment
 Of that Eternity
 Which is our all.
 What then?
Wollongong 1991The infinite long ages
 Stretch before us
 We should then
 Make a surety of Heaven
 In this our own small world
 In all our ways
 Lest that eternity be found
 A bitter useless Hell.
 
   D. N. A.
 One day the human race
 Will confront the paradox
 And the problems --
 Posed by eugenics; and will face
 The Wisdom of Knowledge
 And the challenge
 Of insanity and bitter human waste.
 Watson and Crick
Have with clear insights
 Shown the delicate cautious way to gain
 Great healing for our race
 Delete or mend the errant genes
 And thus to heal ancestral pain.
 Somewhere -- deep enfolded
Coils the Master Chain of genes
 Fathering all inheritance
 Access to this, the Master Plan
 Will father a richer future
 Free -- surely of disease
 For long suffering man.
 1964
   I, once
 A child, believed
 That Earth would
 As we grow older
 Would meet amongst the stars
 Other worlds
 Time Travellers such as we
 Find friends among the stars.
 But they -- watchers of my nights
They told me ( unbelieving then )
 The Universe
 With our small world
 Within it
 Expands infinitely and exponentially
 ( Such Words )
 Unsurmountable distances
 Daily increase the gulfs.
 And so the dream recedes
And all my childhood hopes
 Fade. The stars
 Tho' clear in sight
 Now unattainable.
   The Banker 1974
 God help the animals, prayed Mother
 For the water came down the gully
 Like a wall
 With a tiny but savage tongue
 Searching each lower inch
 Leading the destroying way.
 The horses heard it coming
And, though trembling
 In their delicate nervous way
 Ran for the hill.
 Steers, too, turned and panicked
Wise in their bovine innocence
 And trotted to safety
 Though some few stood staring
 Hypnotised by the noise and died
 Rolled like bales of straw
 In that relentless stream.
 And the poor sheep,
Wild weighted surging water
 Deep in their heavy fleeces
 And all heavy with lamb died too.
 Up in the house thank God
Built safe on a shoulder
 Of ancient sun warm rock
 Watched all.
 Horror and shock co-mingled
Our minds too numbed for tears
 By that first shock and onslaught.
 Never to forget the terrible tossing
Of trees washed out
 Shrub, hillside, boulders and the dying flesh
 Tumbling and twisting ravaging on.
 Never to forget the deep
Sullen roar of those scouring waters
 Reshaping the valley floor
 Destroying our pleasant stream
 The swimming hole
 The cattle ford and the sheltering trees.
 The waters roared on
Through Smith's place
 All his chooks and sheds
 His fowls their wings clipped
 Could not fly
 We heard them with terrible pity
 Above the roaring water.
 The banker fanned out past Smith's
As the valley widened
 It took our road and the fences and sheds
 The bitumen rolled in great strips
 Useless now, though the men
 Saved the strips, and over the years
 Melted it down for paths
 And crossings on the farms
 But the road gone, stripped
 To some ancient base
 But no gold there.
 Lower down the houses in the town
Escaped the worst.
 The water levelling out
 That dreadful speed now done
 Just rose sullenly round
 The foundations, flowed
 Quietly enough through some doors
 Spitefully it seemed, to ruin
 Some carpets, and,
 Damage done, drained away
 The mud and filth of forty miles remained.
 Up at our place, we started
Right away to clear the mess
 The tractor thank God
 Left overnight by the packing shed untouched
 Dragged the carcasses
 "Dog tucker for weeks." said Dad.
 Poor Smith below us on the flat
Had most of the wreck
 Of that once lovely spot
 The wider fields about his place
 Stopped most; the frightful mess
 Feet deep and stinking
 Our boys helped for weeks and more
 To gather up -- to bury and burn
 To scour shovel and clear
 And curse the crows
 And dingoes
 Come to the feast from far.
 The men skinned those
With worthwhile pelts
 Laid them out to dry -- salted
 To make a few bob
 "All we'll get out of this lot." said Dad.
 Later we remade the ford
And replanted the trees
 Dug out another swimming hole
 "Won't be another such as this
 For a hundred years." said Dad.
 Well its been the same all along
Mudgee 1984I thought
 Fire or flood; rain or drought
 The weatherman's got but little sense
 We need a weather woman.
 
 A cloud burst -- or other savage rain unseen back in the hills
causes these flash floods over dry country. There are always times and
places where they do great damage and when rain is prolonged sweep into
the cultivated flood plains.
 Such floods are common even in the suburbs of the great -- and lesser
cities, and some areas suffer from them recurrently.
 When accompanied by heavy, widespread rain, the devastation is great.
Hundreds of homes threatened with rushing rivers flooding over burst banks,
hundreds of homes flooded -- carpets ruined, mud, silt, and the flood detritus
dead stock all mean misery, threat, and the gathering of spirit to survive
-- to clean up -- bury and burn and start again.
 Many such floods are caused by our desecration of the land, the rivers
and watercourses and only the reforesting of such catchment areas will
restrain flooding in this country of great storms and great floods.
   Beneath the wide south sky I lie
 And marvel
 Worship sometimes
 At the rich and living gold
 Of the stars
 The floor of heaven indeed
 Is thick encrusted with patina
 Of fine gold.
 So Shakespeare saw it
 For he too
 Lived in a place and day
 When the glorious floor of heaven
 Was not obscured with smog
 And men were not robbed
 Of the wonder of the skies
 By the reflected glare
 Of incandescent light
 Nor blinded by the blaze of neon.
 What wonder we deny ourselves
Gulf of Carpentaria 88Such glory and such splendour
 Our lives and spirit
 Are the meaner
 For such irreparable loss.
 
   When grief comes
 It comes to comfort.
 Therefore weep --
And let the sharp blade
 Pierce thee to the bone
 Weep -- only those wounds
 Washed with salt tears are healed.
 Eyes washed with tears
See clear the world again.
 Grief restrained
Corrodes the heart
 Turns all to bitterness
 The unhealed wounds
 Bleed inwardly
 And will destroy thee
 Unassuaged.
 So, face your grief with courage
Gosford 11/91Weep your tears
 Until the heart finds peace.
 Only then
 Is understanding reached
 Of life's calamities
 Hearts ease achieved
 Peace mingle with thy tears.
 
   Thy seas
 Have rolled around thy world
 Without rest nor ceasing
 Since that far day
 When Word was spoken
 And the waters beneath the earth
 Were separate -- and parted
 From the waters above the earth
 And the seas thus born
 Have, since that day
 Held strong sway
 Over man's spirit.
 Men of the arid deserts of the world
And the wide plains of the fruitful lands
 And the icy regions of the Arctic seas
 All continents and islands
 Men of all colour and race
 Though scattered wide
 Over the broad lands
 And the islands of the seven seas
 All -- all with neither exception
 Nor degree,
 Since that far beginning
 Have the salt sea substance
 Rich in their veins.
 The blue sea was our Mother
Vast epochs before Eve
 Tended flowers in Eden
 And Eve's special sea children
 Peopled the sea girt lands.
 Our cities span the edges
Of seas immensity
 And the seas harvests
 Nourish the world
 And the dreams that men
 Build round seas edges.
 Sea shall nurture the land
Till the word decrees again
 And the fountains of the deep
 Are loosed, and opened
 And the grey seas rise again
 Flood the long valleys
 Flood the golden coasts
 And great tides ebb and flow
 Over the fertile level plain.
 New islands isolate will dream
Tree crowned over deeper seas
 New lands with new shores
 And a new sea people will
 Build a new life beside the water.
 They still will have
Cairns 7/92The salt sea in their blood
 The sting of salt spray
 Wind driven, on their faces
 Their cities built again
 New, round the seas new edge
 Their hearts and minds will be
 Stirred, still, with the song and surge
 Of thy ancient immutable sea.
 
   The Coming Of The Trees
 "Let trees be made for earth is bare"
 The Lord's voice cried in thunder
 And the roots ran deep and the trees were there
 And earth was filled with wonder.
 The white birch gleamed; the oak held straight
And down the mountain marched the pine
 The orchard bowed 'neath blossomed weight
 And cypress stood in solemn line.
 The palm stood proud as Aaron's rod
The willow billowed slowly
 So came the trees at the call of God
 And all the trees are holy.
 
   Wellington
 Moonlight, on house lit valley
 Moonlight on silver hill
 Silver moon over silver water
 Silver quiet, silver still
 On the great sea of Tara
 Shining silver and quiet
 Round the great bowl of hills
 Silent and silver overhead
 The great bowl of night.
 Go quietly -- drink deep the quiet air
Wellington 1979From the quiet -- the dark bowl of night
 Soft lit this magic hour, with silver light
 The silver moon
 Shining so quietly over
 The sleeping city
 The great sea of Tara.
 
   Restless I wondered
 What hat shall I wear today
 Reader, writer or walker
 ( More vigorous entertainment
 Precluded by circumstance.)
 Then thought of Mother
With her gentle busy hands
 And recalled her oftime saying
 "Look about you lad
 Everything around you
 All the good things of life
 Are made by someone's hands."
 So cheered
Put on my useful cap
 And poked 'round the garage
 Made a useful bookshelf
 Out of secondhand timber
 Cut it carefully
 In an old colonial style
 With a drawer below top shelf
 And simple ornament
 A pleasant useful thing.
 Daughter in law loved it
Treasures it still
 And, till she reads it here
 Knows not she owes it
 To long departed Granny
 Her lovely useful hands.
 
   So, dear heart
 You've gone
 Journey done
 Your loving task
 Accomplished.
 Hands so skilled
At rest
 Gentle heart and hands
 At rest.
 For you dear heart
The veil lifted
 Our common dream fulfilled.
 The light about your lovely spirit
Undimmed now
 By this world's ills
 Your fondest hopes surrendered.
 Rest dear heart
Southport 11/87His arms, His love
 His peace about you.
 
   The Arranged Marriage
 What strange passion
 Led him to his bride --
 Or was it she to him?
 Adam -- new made, complete,
It is clearly evident that the Hebrew creation story is symbolical
-- as are the creation stories of the Sumerians, the Egyptians, the Greeks,
our Aboriginals or all the many other races of the world.No adolescent experiments
 With girls
 Not even the innocent observation
 Of parents
 Passionate in love
 Nor even father in the shower
 Utterly innocent, scarce knowing
 The power of his loins
 Never the stirred emotion
 As the beautiful girls passed by
 Laughing as they do
 With the joy of life
 Flaunting their charm
 For the appraising masculine eye
 Or loose lipped with hot desire
 Rich with the heady scents of love
 Enticing him.
 Poor man.
 Not one of these rich moments
 Have conditioned him
 Pure male virgin
 But -- Eve was made for him
 And clearly he for her
 No choice our primal parents had
 The marriage was arranged.
 And He who made it so
 Was devious with the means
 He used to bring them low.
 
 To read it as plain fact is to strain the imagination, to deny reason,
and destroys the essential symbolism.
 The very structure of their bodies tells the story and eating the
fruit is symbolic of the awakening of conscious identity and all its consequences.
   Ulysses
 Heard? Yes he heard them
 Heard the siren song
 Heard with head heart and every
 Taut and trembling nerve
 Heard with vast deep eternal longing
 As so great a spirit
 Would yearn for such a peace
 Heard but heeded not
 The siren call; the ancient plea
 Heard --but bound himself
 And passed them safely by.
 And thus should we. Not so modern man -- Try everything once and the ills of society
damn us, " Take what you want " say the fates, pay later.
 Ulysses knew full well the payment demanded of such dalliance, stopped
the ears of his men bound himself to the mast of his ship -- and so sailed
past the danger.
 And so should we.
   Viva La Difference
 or Woman's Work Is Never Done
 The good Lord had no sooner set
 Adam's big feet on the ground
 He knew that he had made a blue
 An error most profound.
 So he made woman -- Eve
Sensible -- enticing and so sweet
 Better looking all around
 With smaller neater feet.
 Your job, he said, and set it up
Is very plain to see
 Is just to keep an eye on him
 Throughout posterity.
 Our Hazel with some media help
To keep an eye on Bob
 And sweet Doreen an Aussie gal, to keep
 The Bloke up to his job.
 Victoria to hold a rein
On Albert's foreign ventures
 And Di -- in our own day to keep
 Charles up to his fences.
 And that's the way its always been
Doreen's sentimental bloke deserves a fresh run with Aussie youth. Those
soulless wonders, our arty intellectuals, have led us into a wilderness.
Broken ideals lead only to broken lives and hearts and heads.Through time to more or less degree
 For that's the way He set it up
 To keep an eye on you
 And me.
 
 A new generation of sentimental blokes and their wonderful Doreens
would give us a new and deeply needed richer vitality.
   The great truths of existence
 Are the unwritten
 But universal laws
 They stand like granite tors
 Immutable around us.
 We grope about them
Never to see
 Nor understand
 The beauty and the purpose
 Of the whole
 Of these immortal walls
 Comprehending only
 The fragment before us
 In our too brief today
 And those amongst us
 Weak of sight or blind
 Know only the hard realities
 That bruise the soul, daunt the spirit
 And defeat the mind.
 Never see all -- nor comprehend
Wollongong May 1991The august majesty
 The incomparable beauty
 The eternal excellence
 The justice nor the wisdom
 See never the great creative love
 Of these soul enclosing laws.
 
 This poem was first drafted on May 10th, which would have been
our 50th wedding anniversary.
 
   A line, so finely drawn
 A razor's edge
 Bridges the pit of pantheism
 So many stumble here
 Cheated of life with a dead philosophy.
 The reality illumines life
Brings understanding
 Of the dire contradictions
 That breed our human woe
 Reveals the great and simple law
 Teaches love of all things mortal
 The soul respecting love
 Of self -- of mankind
 And of Thee.
 
   Cast your spell, and bind him
 Lightly as you can
 Weave your woman spells, and
 Bind to you a man.
 Take heed how you bind him
Be clever as you can
 Never take too lightly
 The measure of a man.
 The everlasting partner
Hunting, questing he
 Take care how you bind him,
 Bind, but keep him free.
 Surely she shall lose him
The loving relationship between man and woman is always a delicate
balance.Who counts his manhood won
 Her spell must bind him gently
 Or all will be undone.
 
 It needs at all times that thoughtful consideration, which is indeed
Love, from both the partners.
   Silent
 We bow the head
 Still the breathing
 Discipline the unruly
 River of thought.
 From within
Wordless
 Are we assuaged
 The spirit calmed
 The dark mind cleansed.
 Therefore
Should we not
 As admonished
 Pray without ceasing
With Him.
 Hourly partake the waters of life
 The cleansing
 And the calm.
 
  Drought How the sun burns
 The grass is gone
 Sweet coverlet -- soft floor
 And sustenance for all
 Burned -- and no rain falls.
 Hot winds and the sun
 Have drained the springs
 Dried the rivers in their beds
 All living things
 Give way
 To desiccate decay
 Soils sinter into lifeless dust.
 We, ourselves, did this
So few dry years ago
 We, ourselves, stripped Eden
 We took the trees!
 The living shelter of this once lovely land
 Our hunger for the land
 Our own strong hands
 Laid waste the trees
 Ruined the rivers
 With their sustaining springs.
 When first we saw the place
Water was pure, rivers ran clear
 The trees were guardian
 Nurtured waters and land
 Sheltered valley and flat from flood.
 Yes when we saw it first
The place was a garden
 And we who stripped it
 Have ourselves made of that Eden
 This
Regret can never expiate such base stupidity.
 
 
 A certain man of old
 Had two sons
 A daughter would have brought him
 And his wife much joy
 But the second babe
 Was like the first -- a boy.
 Now this the younger son
Wearied with years of toil
 In the hot sun
 Won the fruitful yields
 From out his father's fields
 Bethought him often
 Of the city life -- the spoil
 And conquest of a different kind of toil.
 So took his share
( Generous enough )
 Of the father's garnered savings
 And,
 Though scarce meaning to shirk
 Left Dad and older son
 To do the work.
 Soon found a city wench
Fair as such wenches go
 Who robbed him quickly
 Gave freely of the pox
 And quickly brought him low.
 Unemployed now and badly broke
Fed swine to earn a paltry crust
 And spent long days
 Musing
 On his well deserved fate
 Decided then and there
 Though late
 To mend his ways
 Came to himself and said
 I must arise
 And go to my father
 O fateful, pregnant phrase!
 Came to himself indeed
Went home
 To face his Dad
 The laughter and the ire
 Of hard working older lad.
 Glad tears of welcome
Burned sore the father's eye
 He shouted to the servants
 The fatted calf must die
 Make quick a feast
 To welcome home
 The wayward long lost one
 Returned praise God and welcome home
 Though foolish -- is my son.
 The older, sweating in the field
And hearing the commotion
 Returns to the house.
 What's this he cries
This drunken sot
 Comes home diseased and broke
 He's spent his fortune
 And now he hopes
 To get another lot.
 I've slogged for years
To get us wealthy
 Never yet
 Have you made a feast for me
 What ails you Dad? It's sad
 You favour this poor brute -- he's bad.
 The father's brow was sad
The father's voice was low
 My son, All that I have is yours
 He said
 When I to heaven go.
 But this, thy brother
He was lost
 But he again is found
 Rejoice with me dear older son
 For deep at heart he's sound
 And now is saved
 From want and sin
 As you will never see.
 So praise the Lord
Be glad my sons
 And both rejoice with me.
 All of you wayward sons of men
Wherever you may roam
 Are welcome to the father's heart
 Come home, dear child, come home.
 
   After a cool night
 And the magic calm
 Of that peaceful hour
 In the half light
 Sun appears
 Heavy footed
 An intruder
 Shattering the calm
 Warning us savagely
 Of yet another day
 Of drought.
 Who, in this wide dry thirsty land of dusty red earth, who has
not felt the sun as a heavy footed intruder trampling ones spirit as we
realise in the half light of a new day that this is to be another such
as yesterday.
 
   The vision haunts me still
 All shadows this
 Rest then, dear spirit, till
 Death or transition
 Whatever it may be
 Shall set me free.
 One memoried day
At rest on mountain side
 In the pleasant land
 A tall fine plume
 Blue, slim lined, gently curling
 Climbed the still air
 From unseen campfire
 It spoke of thee
 With sure clear certitude.
 Troubled, I walked the shore
Of the great sea
 Calm, blue -- truly Pacific
 Seas edge lost in the blue horizon
 Dear heart -- it gave me peace
 Speaking so of thee
 Strong memoried past
 Strong future hope of thee.
 
   Be still
 And know that I am God.
 The ancient mystery spoken plain
The word revealed
 The simple way we gain
 Heart ease and access to Him
 All human pain assuaged
 In that quiet secret place
 All doubt resolved
 Each wayward thought
 Turned gently to our home.
 This is indeed
The oft and long sought truth
 The open doorway
 To our human earthly heaven.
 Be still, only be still
The deep sad tide of human pain
 Can only then be soothed
 The errant child folded in
 The father's heart again.
 
   Conversation With A Very Lovely Lady
 The old priest
 You said
 Likes to give you a hug
 And nestle his face
 Against your breast.
 And I said
Give him his peace
 As he thus finds it there
 Perhaps even in prayer
 He cannot find such peace
 So -- be generous
 And give him his peace
 So great a gift
 Be generous
 And give him
 His moment of peace.
 How deeply
Gosford Feb 1991Do I understand his need
 Never myself have found
 In creed or service
 Discourse or philosophy
 So sweet a peace -- as there.
 
 
   Six Days
 Six days He said
 And it was so
 Because He said it.
 For, as He explained to Eve
Who liked to talk about things
 In a general kind of way
 (Before He tempted them.)
 It was manifestly
Quite impossible
 To set out all the detail
 They wouldn't understand
 The science or the planning.
 Why sure, they must have truth
Laid out most clear
 And simple in their day
 That he who runs may read
 No fool
 Need stumble on this way.
 And so the long ages
Of thoughtful preparation
 Land -- seas -- and air
 And the sun and moon
 Made the rich seed bed
 Of all the wonder there.
 Then the reproductive cells
And the selection of the best
 From the humblest beginnings
 Dear Eve -- another age
 Has quickly passed by here.
 Then the simple cell
Through progressive orders
 Each the planned product
 Of the proven one before
 Flora and fauna in profusion
 Grace earth, in variety profound
 And through the years -- long ages
 Transformed to higher orders
 Our critics to confound.
 Long ages and profoundest thought
To consolidate the frame
 And vital parts -- womb, heart and brain
 Transmission of the best
 By cross fertility to shape
 All future destinies, and so refine
 Orders with species -- beauty and design.
 And so by such tedious
Constructive and intensive
 Means, cunning and inventive
 (The knowing ones will understand
 The symbols and the deep intent)
 The universal oneness
 Of each separate individual --
 By such means have I evolved
 My consciousness in man.
 And this world's work dear Eve
Is really just begun
 With you
 Your children will resolve
 Great mysteries, bright in the dreaming
 Their hands, my hands will be
 Unfolding all - shaping the future
 Whence all return to me.
 How tell them this?
 Always they ask "why"
 And "who" and "how"
 But wax impatient
 Beg for simple answers
 Magic -- signs.
 And so I said "Six days"
Thus encompassing all
 Countless eons are compressed
 In proper order
 In those six days expressed.
 And on the seventh day
( Septenary signs, ripe with
 Wisdom of the ages lie about )
 Thus on the seventh day
 I rested.
 So rest you Dear Eve
And ponder wisdom
 Understanding will flower
 In the deep heart.
 Reflect on my words and works
In certain faith
 And through long ages yet to be
 Hold steadfast faith
 With confidence in me.
 
   In The Making Of Man
 Four rivers flow from the garden
 Four great streams govern the soul.
 First and greatest -- Id
The ceaseless flooding flow
 Of the deep unconscious self
 Source of all fantasy
 In the living mind
 In deep and hidden tides
 All here confined.
 Birthplace of all our gods
The deep unfathomed mind
 Where all experience abides
 And all our fears enshrined.
 I AM dwells silent here
I govern all -- a hell
 Or heaven on earth as men desire
 Within my call.
 Then flows the turbulent stream
Of primitive emotion
 Conditioned or unconditioned
 The hates, the greed, the rages
 Lies and false witness -- and pride
 Darkest of all follies
 Wars and great scandals
 All jostle in this turgid stream
 Who frolics here his cause is lost
 As was Pandora and her fateful box.
 And the third great river is action
Fed by the same deep springs
 But the waters, clearer by intent
 Are governed, and direct us to
 The better life; the fields about
 Grow fruitful and abundant
 These waters nourish all.
 Fancy is sublimed to action
Imagination blooms in vision
 And creation flowers
 All the future is seeded here
 And nourished to bring forth
 Man's dreams to bright reality.
 From the sands of this great river
Is the gold panned -- hard won
 Of wisdom -- understanding
 And beauty flourish here
 And all the works of man's hands
 And the vision of his questing mind
 Here satisfied.
 Prometheus unbound -- and he
Dreamer and maker
 Of all that is yet to be.
 And the last great stream
Acheron -- no other
 No Cerberus here -- but Lethe
 Brings forgetfulness of the past life
 And the stream moves on
 To the unknown goal
 A rebirth in some other where.
 These waters, mingle and meld
Through all our ways
 Claiming last penance
 Life's work, life's dreams, life's days
 And all achievement
 Sad tribute from all men.
 Small solace
That all men share such fate
 Life beyond Life -- beyond this death
 Another birth, another life beyond death's gate.
 Through all our myriad
Our diverse and individual ways
 Such waters run, the full tides
 Flow unceasing through our days.
 And some grow swift -- and fair
Nourished by the waters
 For seed is fruitful in the fertile mind
 And the wide plains grow lush
 And beauty flowers there.
 And the swift flow and the rush
And the white broken waters
 And the dark still deeps
 And the placid reaches, sun warmed
 Of the four great rivers
 Which compass the garden
 They are the life and death and birth
 Of all mankind. The flow
 Of the four great rivers of life
 Which set the garden of our world around.
 
   It's the courting and the winning
 The protecting and the caring
 For the woman
 Makes the man.
 Mans eyes search outward
New horizons are his goal
 But the warm maternal eye
 Looks inward to nurture
And sustain the human soul.
 And motherhood the absolute
 Self sacrifice is sanctified
 When offered with the mother gift of love.
 So as the strong maternal line
Gifts life, all joy and love
 All sweet things human
 Men should assuredly then
 Gift honour to all woman.
 
   Preacher Paul my standard
 His ringing words my plan
Put childish things behind you
 Become you now a man.
 Childhood's fears behind me
Childhood's blinding tears
 Childhood's imps and bogeymen
 Now gone with childhood years.
 
   Let the devil take you
 Whether too or fro
 Whatever devil you choose
 My own way I go.
 
   The Quest
 The Golden Lotus?
 The Search?
 The Soundless Centre?
 Nirvana?
 Satori?
 The Infinite Way?
 And bliss
 All is found within
 And there, all roads
 Lead to Him.
 
   The unutterable
 Expressed by brush or ink?
 What next I ask
 And hardly dare to think.
 One day the truth you seek
Will enter in both ears
 And meet that peace
 Above your eyes
 Where understanding
 Is a light.
 Strange is it not!
But that is the way
 You will understand.
 
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